The Gemini

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2010-02-26T18:28:01Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Melissa
Birthday:	June 20
Birthplace:	Brooklyn,NY
Current Location:	Same as above
Eye Color:	Dark brown
Hair Color:	Dark brown with red highlights
Height:	5'0"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right handed
Your Heritage:	American born of Puerto Rican and Italian decent
The Shoes You Wore Today:	none
Your Weakness:	apples
Your Fears:	I have many
Your Perfect Pizza:	Mushroom and eggplant
Thoughts First Waking Up:	What time is it?
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	10PM
Your Most Missed Memory:	being sixteen
Pepsi or Coke:	neither
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Arizona
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	neither
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	only in my head
Do you Sing:	rarely
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	I am already in college
Do you want to get Married:	someday
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yes
Do you think you are Attractive:	yes
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	yes
Do you like Thunderstorms:	no
Do you play an Instrument:	used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	possibly?
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	naturally
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	A librarian
What country would you most like to Visit:	Italy
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	doesn't matter
Favourite Hair Color:	doesn't matter
Short or Long Hair:	long thick hair
Height:	5'0" to 6'6"
Weight:	not sure
Best Clothing Style:	as long as it is comfortable
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none
Number of CDs I own:	too many to count
Number of Piercings:	3 or 4
Number of Tattoos:	not sure
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	none
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

What a dream!

2010-02-20T22:02:01Z

I was waiting for a monorail at night when right across from me, Dexter Morgan took out another serial killer. I watched in shock as the water turned from 'blue' to 'red'. It scared me but intrigued me at the same time. He didn't use his usual rope to capture his victim this time but something else.

My week consted of/consists of

2010-01-27T00:28:08Z

1-Last week's episode of Supernatural was interesting.
2-I miss Carlos
3-I drempt of Andres.
4-I am worried about my test tomorrow

Hey friends, guess what holiday is soon aproaching?

2009-11-29T16:40:05Z

1-Yes, it's almost Christmas time. Earlier today, Dad and I went downstairs to get the Christmas decorations. They were very heavy but well worth it. There were six or so boxes I helped bring up. My Mom was excited to see the Christmas bears.

2- I have no real inspiration for my English homework. This is sad.

3-Nikki has a boyfriend now.. that is good. I am slowly getting over my insecurities.

4-K is the new L and that sucks.

Hello friends

2009-11-26T15:40:27Z

Have a happy and healthy Thanksgiving!

Supernatural season 5 episode 2

2009-09-18T13:47:38Z

Another recap of season 4 but with the song from 'After School Special (the first song that opens up the episode). In the first scene, we see Bobby sitting in his wheelchair looking outside of the window. In the background is Sam and Dean. The brothers discuss what happened with Bobby and Sam shows Dean an x ray of what is on their chests (that sigal that Castiel burned into them). Bobby gets a call from his old hunting friend Rufus. He is in Colorado fighting off some demons and the place is a mess. Rufus tries to explain but somehow they can't hear one another b.c of the noise. The last thing Bobby hears is two shots of bullets flying. Sam then gets a call from Castiel. Dean finds that strange. Castiel walks into the room and begins to talk to them. Bobby wants to get healed by the angel but Castiel tells him he has limitations with his powers. The angel informs them that he found someone stronger than the Archangel Michael that could destroy Lucifer. S&D ask who it is. Castiel tells them that it is God. As usual, Dean is skeptical about this. The angel also informs him that he will be looking for God and that he needs a very powerful amulet. The camera pans down to show Dean's amulet. He looks torn when taking it off and warns Castiel to not lose it. Bobby asks for God to bring him new legs.

D+S go on their search for Rufus. The street is a mess, cars are turned over with blood staining one section. As they continue with their search, they come across this one church. A fight breaks out and it turns out to be Ellen (yey! she's back :D ) Ellen isn't sure it is Dean so, as a result, she tosses holy water at him. (poor guy, always getting holy water thrown to his face). After her little test, she realizes that it is them. She leads them to this church where there are a group of people saved. Ellen introduces them to the group while she wants to go find her daughter.Dean and Sam have an argument with who is going with Ellen. Dean doesn't trust Sam b.c of the demons. Sam gets pissed and pushes him against the wall. He gives his older brother a look as to say, 'hey, I am okay. I don't drink blood anymore. They go outside decide who is going to get what. Sam is given the job to get the salt while Dean will get the weapons. This must be done normally, Dean tells Sam. While in the store, Sam is putting the salt in his bag. Two guys walk in. He notices them as demons. S tries to shield himself but that doesn't work. A fight starts and Sam kills the demons with the knife. The two guys fall to the floor bloody. He picks up the blood almost ready to taste it (I scream at the tv for Sam to control his urge) Dean walks by at the wrong moment and assumes that Sam drank some. Dean is obviously upset.

-The antagonist, War was awesome. I thought that during Sam's torture scene, War was going to feed Sam his blood.
-It was really great to see Ellen, Rufus and Jo back.
-The finger thing was a bit gross.
-Sam and Dean's confessions hurt. The background where they had the talk was gorgeous.

Supernatural Season 5 Episode 1

2009-09-11T04:17:07Z

Awesome recap of season 4 and I am definitely liking the new opening scene. The music also was cool. The first scene opens up to where we left off in 'Lucifer Rising' where brothers Dean and Sam Winchester are watching the bright light form. They then run towards the doors but the doors seem to be very difficult to open up. The next thing you know, they are on a plane. When the pilot tells them where they have departed and where they are going, there is a bit of turbulence going on. S+D get back in their car and Sam begins the conversation. He tells Dean that he is sorry for starting the end of the world and Dean tells him to (pretty much) stop, he gets it and he is okay. They get to Chuck's house and the place is a mess. There are specks of blood on the floor and some furniture is broken. Chuck walks in and the three talk. Dean and Sam want to know where Castiel is. Chuck tells them that he died in the form of combustion. Zachariah and an unknown angel appear. Zach tells Dean about him being the angel Michael's sword. Zach then noticed that Dean's hand was bleeding. His eyes lit up and a small smile manifested on his lips when he pulled the closet door open and saying, 'I learned this from my friend Cas'. Zach and other angel was sent back to Heaven. (I saw that clip and clapped, laughed and cheered). After that, the boys go back to their hotel and Bobby comes in. They greet him and I melt at the smile Sam gives Bobby. Sam and Dean give Bobby the rundown on what is going down. Suddenly, Bobby isn't Bobby anymore...he ends up beating Dean up. Dean tries to get the upper hand when a female and male demon walk in. The woman turns out to be Meg. Personally, I thought the actress did an okay job at portraying her. Maybe I need to get used to her. ::shrugs:: She talks some trash and kisses Dean. My stomach goes into knots while my toes curl. For some reason, I thought that was hot. After the kiss, Dean thinks that she ate peanut butter, Anyway... Sam comes in to try to save Dean. Turns out, that Bobby was possessed. The older man then sacrifices himself to kill the demon inside of him and ends up stabbing himself. D+S rush him to the hospital. Dean wants to leave so that Bobby could get better while Sam wants to stay. Possessed!Bobby says some pretty hurtful things to Sam 'When this is all over, I want you to forget my number'. Sam nods his head with a pout on his lips.

In between all of this, we meet this one girl, a fangirl by the name of Becky. She is writing Wincest when she gets a webcam message from Chuck. She freaks and tells him that she is his number one fan. He is confused and looks behind him. Once she clarifies, he tells her to give his message to Sam and Dean. Sam and Dean are in their motel; Sam is reading a book while Dean is on his bed watching tv. There is a knock at the door. Sam opens the door and in comes Becky. She spazzes out and clutches Sam's chest. She tells him that he is fim while looking at Dean odd and thinking that she didn't picture him that way. I pout and want to hug Dean to make him feel better. S+D are confused. As if it is the last thing she could say, the girl gives them the info that Chuck told her while she is still gushing over them. I think she is funny.

Meanwhile, we meet this one guy named Nick. He is outside walking back into his house when he notice something isn't right with his area. He goes back into his house thinking nothing of it. The guy then falls asleep and then opens his eyes to notice something red. He lifts his sheets notices instantly that it is blood. He freaks. Nick then turns on the light and notices that the blood has somehow gone away.

We finally see Dean and Sam in Bobby's room. His 'scene' somehow scares a nurse as the nurse makes a run for it. Sam and Dean lean near the window as the three men talk. Bobby then apologizes for himself, saying that he watched what happened when he was possessed but didn't mean what he said. Sam gives Bobby a small smile forgiving him.

We then return to Nick where he is organizing baby toys. He soon hears the sound of his baby. Finding the baby monitor, he listens to the wails. Finally, he walks into the baby room a bit wierd. He turns back and then hears the baby wail again. The man gets closer to the crib and then notices that there is blood pouring out from the sides of the crib and soaking the white sheets. He can not believe his eyes. When his eyes reach the site of the bed, he screams and begins to cry heavily.

Zach and co make a second appearance. He and Dean go back and forth with anger. He then gives the brothers a threat/deal. That if Dean doesn't say yes to being Michael's meatsuit, that Bobby will no longer be able to walk again. More anger is displayed. He then 'shoots' Sam and Sam clutches his leg in agony. Dean continues to say no and Zach then makes Dean have 'second stage' stomach cancer. Dean coughs up blood. Dean is relentless. Zach then makes Sam unable to breath. The youngest Winchester gasps in pain. After all the agony, a fight breaks out. We learn that it is Castiel who is kicking ass. (woo! go Castiel!!!) He threatens Zach and repairs Sam and Dean's injuries. Dean asks if he really died. The sound of fluttering wings can be heard afterwards.

The scene brings us back to Nick., He is back in bed and finding it hard to sleep. Just then, he sees a woman that is supposed to be his wife. She then tells him that she isn't his wife but actually Lucifer. He doesn't believe her. She sits next to him on his bed. 'She' then gives him information about what being the 'Devil' or 'Satan' is like. The woman asks him nicely but he refuses a bit. He then tells her that if he were to say yes, would she bring his family back? she tells him no, that she is sorry but that he would have something much more. As she is talking, he then repeats the thoughts about the fire in his child's crib and how the high seat was acting strangely. He finally says yes and we only see the house lighting up with his screams.

After all that is said and done, Sam reiterates that he is sorry for starting it. Dean tells him that 'it won't be like it was before' . This makes Sam pout. Sam tries to reason with him but the final 'pain' that we hear is Dean telling Sam that he can never forgive this, that he can no longer trust Sam again. Dean walks to the car looking back while Sam stands there behind the car in total shock.

How my week has been

2009-08-01T01:12:57Z

Tuesday I went on a date. It was awesome. Tara and I took a walk on the Cony Island boardwalk. My idea was to dress to impress. The day was a lot of fun but the bad thing was: I got sunburned and blisters on my two pinkie toes :(

Wednesday, my Aunt came over and the three of us (Mom, myself and aunt went to Weight Watchers. My second week (Mom and I joined the previous week). It was nice. The leader of our meeting is nice.

Thursday, I had another date with Tara. We originally were supposed to go play pool but she told me that the place was closed. She offered two options: play mini golf or take a walk by the water at Cesars Bay. It was really great but hot like crazy. I got sunburned again. :(
Courtney volunteered to be my relationship counselor. I am going to see Tara on Saturday.. hopefully.

Tomorrow, Nikki and I are (possibly) going to Target so she can get the other books in the Sookie Stackhouse series. I am WAY behind. I need to get up to speed.

My friend's 25th birthday party (What an experience)

2009-07-06T03:13:44Z

I arrived at Nikki's house around 12:59-1pm. Her father told me that everyone was outside. I thanked him and walked outside to the backyard. Lisa was there with Nikki. I gave them hugs and gave Nikki her present. We took our seats at one of the tables in the back. Lisa and I waited a bit to eat. Nikki's dad was making hot dogs and hamburgers. Nikki's niece and nephew were there with their respected parents. Lisa and Nikki played with them. A few moments later, Kristen came followed by Alina. At five, Alina left. With Alina gone, it was just the five of us. Kristen, Lisa and Nikki wanted to play basketball or soccer. Tara drove us to Kristen's house so she could get the balls. It turned out that there was hardly any air. We then went to a gas station. Two of the men said they did not have enough air to blow up the basketballs and soccer balls. Lisa and Tara climbed back into the car; Lisa sat in between Kristen and I while Tara took the wheel. Our last decision was to go to Cony Island. We took a long walk on the boardwalk. It was really nice. We were talking, joking and having a great time. I then had to use the bathroom. After doing my own business, I ended up getting LOCKED in my stall. The lock jammed and there were loads of people waiting outside to use it. Oh boy.. I though: how the heck am I going to get out of here. I banged on the lock to try to get it open. End result: nothing. I then tried to shimmy the lock. Nothing. I was knocking on the door and screaming for someone to help me out, My second thought was to climb out from under. No such luck. I could not fit underneath. I was getting more embarrassed as the time ticked by. A woman in the following stall took off her sandal and handed it to me. She told me to use it to break the lock. So after me (A) calling Lisa (with her voice mail picking up) (B) calling Nikki and telling her were I was and what situation I was in then having me talk to Tara they had to (C) get a staff member to get me out. Finally with shoe whack and the jiggling the lock, I got out. After getting out, I felt mortified and confused. Nikki was laughing and told me to wash my hands. I did so and then washed my knees.Once that whole ordeal ended, Nikki and Tara were still laughing. They ended up telling Kristen and Lisa. In the end, I got home safe, washed my hands again, ate dinner then took my shower.

I am a year older and yet the mindset is still the same.

2009-06-25T19:00:58Z

I got my online registration form in the mail today. Somehow I can not find one of the links to register for classes. My dad wants me to sign up for FASFA also. A part of me wants to change my major though while another feels that I am not ready to go back to school. ::Sighs:: I know that when I do sign up I am going to keep my schedules early. There is no way that I am missing Supernatural.

Talking about Supernatural: there was a spoiler that a familiar face was going to come back. First someone thought it was going to be Meg, then Anna and then Jessica. Often times, characters are brought back to life in some way or another.We all know for a fact that Misha Collins is going to be a permanent. We'll see. I don't want to know anymore spoilers.

How I spent my 25th birthday

2009-06-21T17:43:41Z

After inviting Nikki over, the parents and i went to Target in New Jersey. We walked around and looked at the book section. After looking at the many books, Nikki spotted a 'Twilight' game. It was a board game. It sorta looked like fun? She jokingly told me to get that for her on her birthday. After shopping, we went to my uncle's house. There were no cars in the driveway. Originally there was going to be the annual Father's Day BBQ but b.c of the weather and such, it was canceled. We supposedly did not get the message. The day was not spoiled though. My cousin and Aunt came over and we ate, watched movies and chilled out. Nikki and I saw 'New in town' with Renee Zelweger (sp?) and Harry Connick Jr. It was a good movie overall. At first I was a bit hesitant to like it but it turned out a bit cliche' nevertheless good. After that, my Dad, uncle, aunt, cousin and I saw the movie 'Taken.' It was absolutely kick ass. Katie Cassidy was in it and I actually fangirled a bit when I saw her. She was playing a character named 'Amanda'. I would definitely see the movie again. Next Saturday, we are going back to Jersey and I am going to swim.... that's going to be fun. (sarcasm)

Alicia and I have to set a day when she can hang out. I was a bit dissapointed to not hang out with her today.. but then again, she lives far. *sighs and shrugs*

Hello friends, sorry if i've been missing a bit

2009-06-18T19:46:39Z

My birthday is in two days. YEY!! I turn 25. It is going to be a lot of fun. I will be spending time with my family and my best friend/*sister"/*fake wife" (as Courtney likes call her) Nikki in NJ. Hopefully my camera decides to work properly. I will be the photographer.The following day i'll be hanging out with my friend Alicia. We will be watching 'Ten inch hero'. It will be fun. Plus there may be some pool involved. yey! The following week on the 28th i'll have an intimate (and by intimiate I mean a small group of friends) dinner with my friends. I haven't seen Lisa in quite some time. Sometime that week I want to hang out with Sophia, Rebecca and Katie. As for the men, I haven't seen Jeff and the Chrises in a long time. Tomorrow I am going to Kingsborough to reapply back to the college. I definitely want to do Creative Writing. It's been too long since for me to keep my writing hidden.

SUPERNATURAL IS COMING BACK SOON! ::Does happy dance:: Sam is going to go back to the panic room to get clean, the boys will be back and it's going to kick ass. A part of me is interested in what the Lucifer looks like. Will there be someone portraying him or will it just be a figure shaped light. Castiel will be back in the group... The conversations will be interesting that Dean and him have. A part of me wishes that Dean had a power though. Overall, I hope there is a bit more light and funny this upcoming season. I kind of want to see Alastair again. Yea, Alastair and Trickster. It would be awesome to see Azazel and Alastair in one room. Immagine if they were friends?

Does anyone know if Jensen will do another romantic comedy? I like the fact that Jensen is growing out his hair again.

Hello friends

2009-05-19T14:20:55Z

Now that Supernatural has finished season 4, what am I going to do in the meantime?
1-Read stories
2-Watch Ten Inch Hero
3-Write fanfiction
4-Watch it from the beginning

What would you do first?

SPN SE4EP22 Lucifer Rising

2009-05-15T03:19:15Z

We open up the episode with a trip from the past. Back in 1972 in Saint Mary's Covenant, a priest is lighting candles. There is a very strong force searching for him. Just then, the unnamed Priest turns around and is pinned to the candles. A large amount of black smoke appears and he is possessed. The camera gives us a close up as his eyes turn yellow. The screen turns black. (I gasp in shock.. and I think I curse) Coming back from commercial, we see Sam Winchester looking out and thinking about what happened to him and Dean. He feels that Dean was right in saying and doing what he did. Ruby is behind him and asks if he is okay, that if he is still in the game. He turns to her and nods saying that he is okay. She tries to pull off compassion but clearly that does not work. They take her car (not as beautiful as the Impala.) and ride off. In the next scene, we see the same dark haired nurse from last week. She is bringing a new baby out of the hospital room to 'get cleaned up'. Her eyes turn pitch black as she sings it a lullaby. Next thing you know, her body is pulled backwards as she gasps. Sam and Ruby are there. (I scream: YES! but then no.) Fourth scene we see Dean and Bobby at Bobby's house. Bobby wants to know if Dean is going to call Sam. Dean feels that he does not want to; that he does not know him anymore or thought he never did. Bobby gets angry and tries to tell him that Sam is his brother. This infuriates Dean even more.They scream at each other. Bobby (in a rage) slides the books off of the table and tells Dean (pretty much) that he is tired of hearing Dean whine and wallow in self pity about what he's done and that he needs to help Sam and fight. Dean thinks that he would rather have Sam as is then die.Bobby and Dean go back and forth with the issue. When Dean turns to face Bobby, he is transported to a large room decorated in white and gold. He is highly confused and worried. A few feet away and blurry we see Zachariah and Castiel. Dean takes notice of the table in front of him, it is very elegantly made up. There are 3 serving bowls: one consisting of beer, another has nothing in it and the third has cheeseburgers wrapped up in white paper. (I laugh at this) Behind him you can see (if not barely because of the blurriness) Zachariah and Castiel. Zach looks smug while Castiel looks on ashamed like a little puppy.. (even though we all know that the true puppy is Sam) Dean can not believe his eyes. Zach gives Dean the 411 on what is going on.Castiel wants to say something but held by orders, he keeps quiet. Dean wants to see Sam and try to figure this thing out but Zach will not let him. Dean gets angry.

Mainly (All b.c at this moment I can't really put this reaction post into story mode)

-Brilliant beginning recapping all of season 4 up to now. Kansas' Wayward Son played and I about freaked while crying a bit. It was amazing.
-The demon possessing the priest was wicked.
-Sam contemplating what happened to him and Dean broke my heart and also made it swell with happiness b.c 'yey ,'Sammy' is still in there. He's feeling again.
-The Bobby and Dean scene was awesome. It was wonderful to see Bobby try to put more sense into Dean's brain and make him see that he could still save his brother.
-When the nurses's eyes turned black as she was rolling the baby away from the hospital room made me pout.
-Zach and Castiel's headquarters looked kinda pretty... but I still didn't trust Zach. I felt bad for Castiel. He really wanted to help Dean but he was held by his orders. A part of me really thought that somehow Zach was disguising himself as an 'angel' but in reality he could have been some head honcho demon aligned with Lilith and co. The whole conversation that he and Dean had made me feel very uneasy.
-It was wonderful to see Dean try to reach out to Sam again. My other feeling is that when Sam finally got the message, that either Ruby changed the message or Zach did.
-The Suite Life of Zach and Cody reference made me crack up loudly. FTW!
-I felt bad for the nurse being held hostage by the demon. Even Sam felt some remorse for her. He clearly wanted to save her somehow or at least put her out of her misery.
-I was sorta smirking when Dean defied Castiel's wishes for him to stay in that room. All I was thinking was: Dean does NOT submit to anyone. He is is own person. The banter he and Castiel had was fuinny and interesting.
-The more Sam was working with Ruby the more I continued to not like her and feel bad for Sam. He knew that it was wrong. I just felt really bad that he had to find out her alternative motives at the last minute. His outburst was wonderful.
-The talk that the possessed priest had with the nuns was insane. Dude! Did anyone suspect that Azazel was the son of Lucifer? The massacre that the demon exicuted was sad to hear.
-I really wanted to see Dean try to save Sam earlier but the end where Dean rushed in with that deturmined (yet oh so sexy) look on his face made me smirk in satisfaction. What also made me smile was to see Sam hoist Ruby up so that Dean could stab her. The look that the brothers had on their faces was amaazing. I screamed out: YES, THE WINCHESTER BROTHERS ARE BACK IN BUSINESS! It was also wonderful to see Sam show more softness when he held onto Dean's shirt.

SPN SE4EP21 When the Levee breaks

2009-05-08T04:04:26Z

The first scene opens up to sunlight pouring through a pentagram. The camera pans in to the room that Dean and Bobby locked Sam in last week (or more so cannon wise, the previous night.) Sam is in there to detox and get dry. He hears the sound of the peep hole open up. Finding a bit difficulty to get up, he does so. Dean is on the other side of the door. Sam tells Dean that this is not funny and that he needs to get out of there. Dean feels that this decision is the right decision. Sam finds it funny that they think this is like a drug intervention. Dean thinks it definitely is. The two go back and forth and when Sam tells Dean again that he wants to get out, Dean slides the metal slider back. Sam sits back down on the floor and is greeted by none other than Alastair. He can not believe his eyes. The two talk (or more like Al talks with a silver scalpel in his hand. He gently slides it across his face; not to cut himself but just to show what he might do to Sam. (this makes me shiver) Next thing you know, he is tied up the same way Alastair tied Ruby up naked... except that well, Sam still has clothes on ( :( ) Al starts cutting Sam probably near his stomach or ribs (we don't see b.c the camera is focused on Sam's face). Sam pleads Al to stop with the torture session but Al smiles and finds it really nice that Sam is being respectful. It is then that we learn is another figment of his imagination. He is now lying on his back on a medium sized bed. He then hears a very familiar voice. Turning his attention to it, he sees his 14-year old self. He is amazed and shocked. Younger Sam asks him why he's gotten to this point and that he almost had it. He almost had his own freedom. Now!Sam tells him he is sorry. Younger!Sam smiles a bit and can't believe what he is saying. The two go back and forth with younger Sam's eyes flashing a bright yellow. (I growl out a 'fuck!'.) Next scene, Bobby and Dean are upstairs talking and trying to form a plan. The demon blood is doing even worse things to Sam now the more he stays in there. Aside from all this Dean tries to call out for Castiel. Castiel shows up in a bright light standing outside in the junk yard. Dean tells Castiel that he's been trying to call him for two hours and that he wants to know what happened to him before (or more so why he acted the way he did last week) Dean asks him if he could kill Lilith and stop the Apocolypse. Castiel says that they possibly could but that it was Dean's job (basically). They continue to talk and Castiel believes that Dean can be the only one who will stop the apocalypse. Cas then asks Dean to accept God.

When 'Mary' visited Sam I thought it was really sweet. It was great to see that she believed him and she was being protective and nurturing. Sammantha Smith looked amazing tonight. Sam believed very strongly that the demon blood he had coursing through his veins was evil. Mary thought it was a gift and he should stick with it. She felt that the reason why Dean locked him up in here was because he was scared and that Dean was weak and couldn't stop the Apocalypse.Sam felt a bit of comfort in those words but the detox induced hallucinations were stronger than he thought.

The sight of Bobby and Dean drinking away the sounds of Sam screaming was sad and heartbreaking. When Dean confesses to Bobby what Castiel and Dean spoke about, he is amazed by how willing Dean was to accept them. They continue to talk but when they hear silece from downstairs, they rush over to were Sam is. Through the viewing bar, they see Sam being thrown against the wall by something undescribable. They then barge in and tie him up for his safety. The fourth and final hallucination comes in the form of Dean. Dean gets in Sam's face about how he is a monster. 'Dean' is mean,cold and angry. Meanwhile... upstairs, the real Dean (and Bobby) talk; Bobby thinks they should just stop this while Dean completely refuses and feels that by keeping him in the panic room, he won't become a monster, he loves Sam too much to have him resort to this demon blood stuff.

The same night in the panic room, Sam's bonds are magically broken. Turns out it was actually not a fifth hallucination but actually Castiel. After releasing Sam, he is at a rundown boardwalk (I think) . Anna comes in and asks why let Sam go; that it was a really bad idea. Castiel is clearly annoyed that Anna is here and wishes she could leave. Conincidentally enough, two angels come an take her away. Julie Nevin is wearing that blue (or was it purple) trenchcoat from before and it still looks awesome on her.

Sam escapes the room stealthy and a bit confused. He calls out to see if anyone is up there. The youngest Winchester is finally outside and Bobby approaches him with a gun. Sam knows that Bobby can't kill him. There are pained tears fighting their way out of his tear ducts. His mouth definately shows pain. This effect makes me clutch my chest even more and pout. Bobby is hurting with Sam but Sam ends up knoicking Bobby out with his own gun.He then runs off somewhere. This scene makes me gasp and scream a bit at the television.

The following morning, Dean discovers that Sam is missing and realizes that he has to kill Ruby. Bobby refuses to mention what was said betweeen him and Sam. My reaction: Yey! and :(

Sam then books a honeymoon suite somewhere in hiding. He waits for Ruby to walk through the door. By now he looks even worse for wear. This hurts my heart. I sort of smile when Ruby gets in b.c hey, Genevive was funny and looked nice and happy. Creepy but oh well. Sam doesn't beat around the bush and practically pins her down on the bed. (me-ow Sam! that made me shiver in a good way... and possibly warm up a bit.. point blank: That was one sexy ass move.) Ruby is a bit confused. When she thinks that he is going to kiss her, his face gets lower (am I the only one who thought that he was going to give her some oral sex?..) He finds her dagger and then cuts her arm placing his toungue against the blood (more creepy sexiness..) Ruby seems to enjoy this.

After the blood sucking session, Ruby gets chatty. Sam has his clothes on as does Ruby (and here I thought they would be at least shirtless underneath the bedsheets. hm...) anywho.. Ruby tells Sam that the last seal could only be opened by Lucifer's first. Sam is confused so in return, Ruby gives Sam a history lesson on how Lucifer became what he was (Lucifer fell from heaven b.c he hated that God loves humans more than angels. Lucifer tempted one human so they could become the very first demon... which as a result, cast Lucifer down in a cage. Sam then learns that Lilith is the first real demon. She also disclosed that one of Lilith's friends is in town. He asks who and she tells him that the friend is Lilith's chef. He asks her what she eats and Ruby has a slightly disgusted look on her face saying that he doesn't want to know.The food that is eaten are actually babies. (yuck much?)The chef poseesses nurses who capture babies from hospitals. (uh.. sad and very bad...) She concludes that the only way Sam is able to destroy Lilith is if he drinks even more blood in order to fully change.

After much searching, Dean FINALLY finds Sam. Bobby pleads Dean to promise him to bring him in one piece and not break him and push him away anymore. This has Dean sneak into a room and try to kill Ruby. Sam comes in after seeing Dean fight Ruby. The brothers wrestle for the dagger in Dean's hand. Sam tells Ruby to run but Dean wants none of that. Ruby does what Sam tells her to do. This brings the brothers to blow as they start fighting (without Nick Monroe as the catalyst) I scream at the tv. Sam gives off a monster-like appearance when the two stop fighting. This shocks him and they continue fighting. My heart continues to hurt as this scene plays on. In my head, I am thinking: Ok guys, stop fighting. Just hug. Have a chick flick moment... anything but fight... fighting solves nothing... it only brings on pain and misery. The figting stops when Dean screams out to Sam (while on his back) that if he leaves, that he and Sam are no longer brothers. Sam stops, looks at Dean, grimaces and leaves.

My feelings: This show started with the brothers' Winchester and it will end with Dean and Sam. No angel, devil, whatever creature can tear them apart. They are stronger as a team.

SPN SE4EP20

2009-05-01T04:37:51Z

We are first presented with Dean sitting in a chair at a dock waiting for a fish to hook onto his fishing pole. Castiel stands behind him. He then asks if this is a dream. The angel hands him a piece of folded paper and tells him to go to the address when he wakes. Dean does wake up from his dream with a gasp. With Sam's help, they go to the address. It turns out to be an old warehouse. The building is messed up with graffiti drawn on the walls. Dean thinks this is where angels go to get sent back to heaven. As they continue to walk, Dean spots a body which he thinks is Castiel. They run over to him and help him up from the ground. Dean and Sam ask him if he is ok and what happened. Castiel tells them he doesn't know. We then learn that the body that they found was not Castiel but actually his vessel, a man by the name of Jimmy who lives in Illinois and has a wife named Amelia and daughter named Claire. Dean and Sam bring him back to the motel they are staying in and feed him. The brothers are amazed by how much he can eat. They then ask him the same question. He tells them again that he hardly knows much. Much later while Dean is occupied, Sam takes a flask from his pocket and pours whatever is in it in his palm. It turns out to be demon blood.(My say: Probably Ruby's- this thing creeped me out a but while somehow made me shiver.. in a good way.) During nightfall, Sam wakes up, watches to see if Dean is awake and then leaves the room to call for Ruby. (Dude is seriously a junkie and it is sad and scary) A few seconds later Jimmy wakes up to escape. (My say: and here I thought Jimmy was going to find Sam and bring him back to the motel where Dean would talk.... guess not) He runs in the other direction while Sam is hiding behind a car. The following morning, the brothers' Winchester are on the road to find Jimmy. Anna pops in and both men are a bit startled. After the initial reaction, Dean smiles and compliments on how Anna looks (Could Dean still have feelings for Anna? maybe...) Anna tells them that they need to find Castiel; that he was dragged back into Heaven. He must have done something really bad to piss off the other angels and co. Dean thinks that is safe and good but Anna corrects him saying that it was bad. Dean tells them that they are searching for him now. Anna realizes there is something different about Sam. Sam is about to lie again but he is is caught. As a result, he gives her a mini bitch-face and then looks straight ahead. The next scene we see is a bus. The camera pans over to Jimmy taking a nap as the bus brings him to Illinois. He dreams about how he found out about Castiel and what he went through during that time. Examples are shown of him putting his arm in a large pot of boiling water. He ends up scaring his wife as she drops the groceries she brought in. He takes his arm out of the water and tells her that it is through a miricle and his faith that he didn't get burned. He then tells her about Castiel and what Castiel had in store for him. She thinks that he is sick and hands him over medication. He tells her to have faith and that this is really what is going on. He then walks out of his house and prays asking for Castiel. Castiel comes to him. A second later, Castiel is in possession of his body. Claire, his daughter asks him if he is ok. Castiel turns to her, does the little puppy tilt and tells her that he is not her daughter then walks away.She is devestated. Jimmy wakes up from the memory. He now is standing at the walkway up to his house. He looks through the window and notices his daughter Claire doing her homework and then his wife Amelia to help her out. He walks up the stairs and rings the doorbell. Amelia is shocked but lets him in. The two adults talk in the living room; Jimmy is sitting on the couch while Amelia is sitting on a cushined chair. He asks her if he could see Claire. With tear stained cheeks and watery eyes, she tells him no. He tells her that he is hungry and they along with Claire retire to the dinner table. They sit down and Claire asks him if he is going to say 'Grace'. He tells picks up a sandwich and then tells her no. There is a knock at the door shortly. Amelia stands up and goes for the door. It turns out to be one of Jimmy's old friends. They notice one another and hug. The friend pulls him into the other room which happens to be a study and asks him what's going on. He tells him he doesn't know but that he is ok and it is done. The tall burly friend of his tells him that it isn't over and that he is going to take Claire with him. The man's eyes turn black. Jimmy sees it as a sure sign of demon posession. They end up fighiting. Amelia and Claire come in afterwards shocked and confused. Jimmy then brings his family to a room where he lines the floor around them with rock sat and tells them to stay. Amelia refuses his request. The fight with Jimmy's possessed friend continues on into the living room. There are more demons in the room when they show up. Luckily Dean and Sam come in. Dean takes one demon out with Ruby's blade while Sam does his telepathic killing to another. He can not hold it on for long because he doesn't have that much demon blood in him. As a result, he gets dizzy. The family of Jimmy, Amelia and Claire are brought outside.Sam tells Jimmy the same thing he told Adam last week. Jimmy walks over to the other car that Amelia and Claire are in and tells Amelia that she must go as far away as possible and to not contact him. She is shocked and confused asking him why. He tells her that he she contacts him that the demons will get her and Claire.. that it wouldn't stop. After that talk, Jimmy retums back to the Impala. In the next scene, Claire and Amelia are in an underground garage. Claire asks about her Dad. Amelia talks to her a bit until her eyes go black (I didn't know that was going to happen.. I gasped) Amelia calls Claire a 'bitch' among other things and slaps her. Next scene is that the men are back at the werehouse from earlier. Dean and Sam offer to help out but Jimmy declines their offer getting mad. We see Jimmy walk further in the room getting pissed at Castiel. Nothing happens. Sam and Dean walk in and notice the demons from before. Two of the demons hold Claire tied up in a chair in the background. One of the demons talks and throws a dagger at Jimmy's stomach. He falls and clutches his stomach drenched in blood. The Winchesters fight. Sam gets upset when he can not hold his magic longer. The desire contines to grow for his craving for blood. He cuts the demon at first and looks at the blood apprehensively. The blood lust takes him and he feeds on her with ravenous desire. (It is a bit creepy but sexy) Dean witness this scene first hand and is shocked and amazed by what he sees. Sam then stabs the demon with the knife and the demon escapes from her body. He then uses his 'demon mojo' to take the demon out of Amelia's body. In the corner where Claire is tied up, she places her hand on one of the demon's forehead. There is a blinding white light that comes from his eyes. This signifies that Castiel has taken control of Claire's vessel. Castiel then smites the other demon. He escapes and goes to Jimmy. Jimmy pleades Castiel to take him instead. Cas tells him that Claire's body is what is needed, that she is special. He continues to plead and the wish is granted. Castiel transfers himself from Claire's vessel to Jimmy's as a brite light is shown. The transition is complete as Claire watches on sadly. She calls for her father but Castiel gets up and walks over to Dean and Sam's side. Castiel's name is called by Dean. Cas turns to Dean and tells him that he only answers to God and not charges. Dean is shocked (and I am gasping in shock too as I scream again at the tv) After the insanity of all that, Dean and Sam go to Bobby's. They walk over to Bobby's iron built, rock salt chamber. Sam walks in first, he then asks them 'what's the demon probelm.' Dean and Bobby stand on opposite sides as Bobby says, 'You are' and lock him up then close the screen. Sam then screams to get out of the room.

Guess what friends?!

2009-04-30T23:32:19Z

I saw Ten Inch Hero today and it was awesome.

Last night

2009-04-28T15:32:02Z

Gossip Girl was awesome as was Heroes. I am not going to spoil the episodes for those who have not watched them yet; that would be rude.

After watching Heroes, I called Alicia. As a result, I got her voice mail. She then called me back when I was sending her a message. We spoke a bit.. until I had my very first 3 way convo with her and Courtney. It was quite amusing to hear how her and Alicia act. We have names for one another: I am 'Harper', Alicia is 'Alice' and Courtney is 'Taz'/ 'Bella'.

SPN SE4EP19

2009-04-24T03:45:03Z

The beginning scene opens up to a house. You then see a blond haired woman screaming and running away from something. She runs into a bedroom and blocks whatever is coming with her body. The noise of loud banging can be heard from the other side of the door.(Here I am thinking: Uh oh... not another hell hound.. did she make a deal too and it is her time?) The nameless woman then sits on the bed. Her legs are dangling. The camera pans to underneath the bed. (I am screaming: Come on.. don't be cliched. You know that the baddie is going to pull her from the bed and drag her underneath.) That happens. There are scratch marks on the wooden floor. In the next scene (after the screen goes black), we see Sam sitting on the edge of the front of the Impala. He is brushing his teeth while Dean is still sleeping in the passenger seat of the car. The oldest Winchester wakes up in pain from the way his body was positioned. He is instantly hungry. Sam says that there is no place to eat for a long while (okay, I am putting it in my own words.) Dean and Sam hear the sound of a cellphone going off. Dean opens up the glove compartment and picks up John's phone. Sam finds it odd. On the other side of the line, we hear a man asking for John Winchester. Dean tells him that he is not there. Nameless guy pleads for Dean to call John. Dean tells the guy the truth that he died. Dude on other line tells him that John was his father. Dean is shocked but instantly goes into hunter mode thinking that the guy is a shape shifter or some other creature. Sam wants to be logical but Dean is hearing none of that. Dean and Sam go to the trunk as Dean takes a gun, flask of holy water and knife and hides it under his clothing as to not be suspicious. They then drive off to a dinner in Minnesota. A waitress pours them water and then Dean says something (I did not catch it) as the woman leaves them instantly. Sam gives him a look as he is holding a folder with the mysterious guy (which we learn is named Adam) information. Sam sees the case as nothing really important but Dean thinks there may be something more then meets the eye.Before Adam walks in, Dean pours holy water (from a metal flask) into the glass. Sam notices Adam and he takes a seat across from them. Dean does not beat around the bush and starts pushing question after question towards the tall blue eyed guy (he's kinda cute...the actor looks familiar but I am not sure of what his name is). Sam locks eyes with Adam and tries to give him Puppy!Sam eyes. (yey!) to show that he understands. Sam wants to tell Adam their life story but Dean is highly against it. The two brothers get into heated arguments mostly in low voices. The youngest Winchester shows us a little bit of 'Sammy' (and no I am not giving his penis a name) when he smiles teaching Adam how to shoot and such.Adam finds all of this really cool and is totally ok with it. Dean thinks it is insane how he is taking it so easy where as everyone they come across thinks they are psycho and scary etc.. Adam wants to help them fight whatever the thing is. Dean says, "NO." Sam tries to reason with Dean but Adam feels that he should trust them being that they are his brothers after all. D tells them that he is going to go look for the thing while Sam stays with Adam. Dean goes to a bar first asking if she knew about a Mr. Burton. The woman does as she tells him that he was her husband. He asks her how he died and such. She fills him in. The next stop on his investigation is at a mosoleum. A worker at the cemetary brings him to a mosoleum. He then looks through the destroyed tomb. Meanwhile... Sam is still with Adam. S seals the houses' permimiters with rocksalt while Adam drills close the vents. Dean comes back to help a bit and the three men are looking at the same vent that was opened in the teaser. After doing more research, Dean can not take it anymore and tells them that he is going back to look for more clues. He goes back to the moseleum and with a light to guide him and his own brute strength, he gets underneath. The sight he sees is greusome: Hair, bones and blood. He groans in disgust but continues on with his search. Sam and Adam return back to the house so that Adam could get his things and leave. They run down the stairs when Adam hears the voice of a woman. He runs down and notices it to be his Mom... alive. Sam screams that it can not be her; that it must be a shapeshifter or something. He then tosses the young guy a gun. Adam is confused and scared. He deviates from aiming it at Sam and then his Mom. Suddenly, there is an evil smirk on his face as he knocks Sam out with the butt of the gun. Meanwhile, back with Dean, he notices a casket. The guy opens it up and is horrified and grossed out (as an effect of him covering his mouth so he would not puke in the coffin) by what he sees: Adam's body deathly white, stitched up with his insides carved and shown. The final fact instantly dawns on him what he has to do. Back with Sam... the guy is now tied to a bed with a medium sized black and white cereal bowl by his arm. He wakes up from being knocked out. He figures out that she is a goul. She finds that word racist and makes a medium sized cut in Sam's arm. He begins to bleed. As a result, he screams and groans (That should NOT be a turn on.. but oddly, him groaning like that is.) The woman then drinks some of his blood (yea, that was disturbingly sexy..) She then tells Adam that his blood tastes different (yea, of course it does... you're probably tasting his demon blood) Adam then thrusts his thumb in one of the holes he (or her) made in Sam and then slides it out and then sucks on the blood covered finger (Again, that piece of scene should not be a turn on..) Adam tells Sam to stop struggling, he and the Mom want to feed from him nice and slow like they did with their real brother Adam. Sam grows weaker now as he is being bloddletted. More blood pools into the ceramic bowl. Dean finally comes back to kick ass. In the final scene, you see Dean and Sam standing across Goul!Adam's body wrapped up in white cloth from head to foot. Dean drizzles the lighter fluid over the body. He then tells Sam that he now understands Sam and John... they (based on his belief) they are the same person. For the longest time, Dean tried to emulate John to the highest extent but he felt that Sam would be more like John then Dean could ever be. Sam sorta smiles and takes it as a compliment. Dean tells him, "Take it which ever you want."

Guess what friends?

2009-04-24T00:49:29Z

Supernatural is back and I am super excited. Who is with me?

:D :D :D :D

Hello friends, sorry for the late recap...

2009-04-21T14:34:00Z

My parents,sister and I woke up early Tuesday morning around four. Once dressed and ready, Mom took the wheel and we arrived at JFK around fiveish to get the important stuff through (luggage,security etc..) We had a bit of time to spare before we had to get on the plane so my sister and I walked into the airport's bookstore. I bought a book called 'Bollywood Nights' while my sister bought 'Act like a lady, think like a man: What men think about love, relationships, intimacy and commitment.' It took me a bit of time b/c I (at first) didn't know what book to buy and read.) I finally made my decision with the 'Bollywood Nights' book. When we finially got on the plane and seated, my sister and I began reading our books. The plane showed 'Bolt'. It was a cute movie but i drifted in and out of sleep. The trip to San Juan, Puerto Rico took four hours. I was amazed by how beautiful the water looked from the plane's view. It was a gorgeous bluish green. Dad was a bit freaked when we were originally going up but once we were in the air, he was ok. Side note: For the SPN fans: No, I did NOT hum Metallica or have to exorcize a posessed pilot. Anywho.. We landed finally and all of us were really excited. After the luggage pickup and stuff, I texted my friends and told them that I arrived in PR save and that it was hot. When we arrived to the hotel, my mouth hung open in amazement. I looked over at my parents and was smiling from ear to ear. The hotel was beautiful. We spent 4 days there. There was a casino in the hotel,a mini bar and really nice palm trees.Tuesday consisted of chilling out/getting our luggage unpacked. The beach (which was a couple of blocks away from the hotel) was gorgeous. Hardly anyone was there. I took a lot of pictures while I was there.That same night, we ate at this really nice Puerto Rican cuisine restaurant called 'Coladas'. The four of us had pork chops and rice. For desert, my sister Amanda and and I shared a tembelque (coconut custard) with cinnamon on top. That was absolutely yummy. The following day, we went on a trip to the Bacardi factory. It was awesome. The weather was really nice at first. The tour was fourty-five minutes in english or spanish (depending on what ticket you asked for) in additon to that, we sat in a tent that had plastic tables and chairs. There was a complimentary drinking session. I didn't drink but I did drink cranberry juice and lemonade with lime squeezed into it. Yummy.. By the end of the tour, it was raining like crazy. Half of Mom's body got soaked. It was half parts sad and funny. Amanda took pictures. Wedesday afternoon, we went to Old San Juan. It was awesome. Supposedly, Johnny Depp was filming a movie there. We didn't see him... *pouts* Wednesday night we ate at this one restaurant that had amazing piella (sp?) and a desert called Thres Leche. A cake infused with 3 types of milk: condenced, whole and another one I forgot). Either way, it tasted amazing. On Thursday, Mom and Amanda took in sun and water at the beach while Dad and I went to the mall. The mall itself was huge. It had everything. There was a Borders and I bought two books: 'He's just not that into you' and a horror erotica version of Dracula. I finished reading 'He's just not that into you' in two days (I stopped reading 'Bollywood Nights' b/c I didn't really understand it. I'll make another attempt at it later on) The trip to the mall was fun. Aside from buying books, I went to a movie and music store called 'Specs' and bought Evanesence's The Open Door while at Hot Topic (which Dad and I had a hard time finiding) I bought a belt and The Nightmare Before Christmas soundtrack. Thursday night we went to Outback Steakhouse while Amanda hung out with her friend. It was ok. I ate a piece of Peanut Butter Pie. It was amazing. It got me a bit sick afterwards though...Friday morning we ate breakfast downstairs in the lobby (as we did on Wednesday and Thursday). After that, we went to the pool and took in sun (I did) while Mom and Amanda took sun and swam.Friday consisted of going back to Old San Juan to shop. The night on the other hand (while Amanda hung out with her friend again) Mom, Dad and I went to the El San Juan Hotel and Casino. The hotel blew my mind by how amazing it was. You walk in there and it's as if you are instantly in a club/lounge. The music is amazing and the pool is even more perfect in every way. Some day I definitely want to get married here.. or at least celebrate my twenty-seventh birthday here. When we got back to the hotel, I told Amanda about it. Friday consisted of taking a trip back to Old San Juan and shopping. After shopping we ate lunch at this retaurant called 'Raises' which means 'Roots'. The title made sense as it had an old fashioned ambiance to it. The food was pretty good. I had Thres Leche again. :D We went back to the hotel and then packed. Saturday morning we checked out and left early. We got home around 12ish-1. I texted my friends that I was back. Last night I showed my friends Lisa and Frank the pictures. I would DEFINITELY come back to PR. I love it there. :D

LOL SE4EP18 of Supernatural

2009-04-03T02:50:57Z

Title- The monsters at the end of this book

First of all, this episode is a fanfic's dream! A man is lying on his back and looking at the ceiling when he receives visions of Sam and Dean. The brothers' go to a comic store disguised as FBI agents. The cashier thinks they are role players and guesses their names. Dean and Sam then introduce themselves and he has a look on his face of shock. He then tells them that their names are like the lead characters in the book series Supernatural. After that, he tells them he is sorry for everything that has ever happened to them. The cashier then tells them about the editor and the writer. Before going to her house, they do the research and learn that their is a forum dedicated to the books and Sam is shocked to hear that there is slash written about them. (FTW! HAHA!! YEY!!) Dean is confused and Sam explains it. When they arrive at the editor's house, she sounds like quite the mary sue... which is creepy. They then go to the authors house. Chuck, we learn is his name reads what he wrote from his print out story. It actually happens. Dean is the first one in and asks him if he is like a psychic. He is instantly shocked by what they tell him. He then tells them how he deals with his ability as a psychic.

Point blank....

1- When Castiel showed up, I litterally screamed at the television: CAS!
2-The laundry mat scene was really funny.
3- The diner scene was great too. Dean getting a kick of the tofu burger was fantastic.
4-Dean praying was awesome. What he was telling Castiel practically broke my heart.
5- The confrontation between Sam and Lilith was crazy fantastic. The woman playing Lilith was gorgeous. Sam trying to kill her was awesome. If they did have sex it would have been hot, wild and insane.
6-Chuck looking tentively over Dean's shoulder when he stormed into the motel room to warn Sam was adorable.
7-I thought Dean was going to slice the car jacker a new one when he messed with his 'baby',
8-Castiel showed a bit more emotion in this episode... good :)
9- Castiel coming in to tell Dean that Chuck was a prophet was kinda funny but strange and a bit out of place at the same time. As much as I like Castiel and Anna, the whole religious overtone is a bit strange.

tents here.

Good news!

2009-04-01T02:10:53Z

I ordered the three Official Supernatural companion books over the weekend from Barnsandnoble.com over the weekend. Today they came in the mail. I was really excited. On Thursday I will read them. They look really good. I am patient.

SPN SE4EP17

2009-03-27T02:29:52Z

Title: It's a terrible life

Sorta interestingly funny beginning. Dean looked really good... blue is his color. Green is also. The suspenders... not so much. Sam should wear yellow polos more often. His ass looked amazing in the tan pants. Sam's hair looked ok. Not the best but not the worst. Sam's friend Evan was funny yet kind of an idiot. The actor that played him looked very familiar. The MOW suggested suicides were gross. It was awesome to see Dean and Sam team up to save the guy that almost committed suicide in that room. It was great to see the Ghostfacers again. They were funny. The tips they gave the 'brothers' were great. They still hackled them.. heh.. The blood splatter when the security guard got squished in between the elevator doors was gross and funny at the same time... Sam looked like the younger'Sammy' when he was freaked. There were more smiles and snark in this episode. <3
Dean called Sam 'Sammy' when they were figuring out how to kill the ghost <3 <3 <3
Yey for continuity when Sam had his first vision. Sam's girlfriend's name was Madison (HEART) while Dean's parents and sister were named Bob (Bobby!), Ellen and Jo. Sam and Dean had a lot of fun on the hunt they did. :D Sam wanted to do it more often. He felt like this wasn't the kind of life he wanted to live. He felt like he was meant to do something better. Dean was a bit uncertain. Finally at the end, Dean's 'boss' was an angel. His name was Zacharias (sp?) he was Castiel's protegee. He brought Dean back to reality to prove a point. Zach kicked butt. He told Dean that he should stop crying, feeling sorry for himself and just do what he was meant to do... that the 'hunting' was in his blood. The ending made me cry.

SPN SE4EP16

2009-03-20T02:20:43Z

Tonight's episode of Supernatural was frickin' brilliant! The beginning was absolutely amazing. Sadistic!Dean made me shiver. It was heartbreaking to see how the angels tried to force Dean to torture Alastair.The episode got better each time with every single scene. Ana came back and I was smiling and yeying like crazy. When Sam called Ruby and they had their conversation, I was shocked. When Sam drank Ruby's blood, it was hot... yet sad. Dude, I thought that when Sam was driving to save Dean, his eyes would turn yellow. To be honest, I was waiting for that. The fight that Alastair and Dean had was extremely heartbreaking. Sam's power to torture and kill Alastair was amazing and creepy at the same time. Heck, even Castiel was in complete shock. The Uriel and Castiel confrontation was amazing. It hurt to hear what Uriel had to say. The fight was kick ass! When Ana came to save Castiel by killing Uriel, it was mindblowing and totally wow. It was a dark, angry, creepy yet amazing episode.

While there was a lot of darkness in this episode, there were some funny parts.
Alastair blabbering on and on was annoying.. a part of me wished for Dean to just waste the demon already.

This episode definately deserves an emmy. Each actor and actress was fantastic.

Next week's episode looks really funny and interesting.